School is finally over and summer has come to say, "hello" yet again! This summer is going to be crazy. I'm staying at home for a month and then June 1st I'm moving back to the city and back into the dorms for the rest of the summer.
Everyone might call me crazy since GDubs isn't exactly luxury, but it's better than staying in Greene all bloody summer doing NOTHING. That's right, if I stay here at home I would be a lazy cow just doing...nothing because gas prices are so high it's pointless getting a job that only pays $7.15 an hour. If I worked for 13 hours as a lifeguard in Norwich or in Binghamton I wouldn't be making enough to pay for gas, so what would be the point? Plus it's not going to help me get any REAL work experience.
Today I sent out some resumes to companies in NYC for an internship, so hopefully in the next few weeks I get a call back. Of course, even if I don't get an internship the YMCA in NYC will be giving me a whole bunch of hours...enough that my rents can pay the difference in living expenses, which is nice, but I know I can get an internship somewhere. Just having SVA on my resume gets at least my pinkie in the door. That's better than nothing. :B

Even though I am excited to be going back so soon, I can tell my mom is having somewhat of a hard time letting go, which makes it hard on me. If I could I would LOVE to have my mom around or close enough that I could see her on weekends or something, but that's not the case. She maybe happy for me, but her face...I can tell she was hoping that I would stay the summer and spend time with her. I hope that I get an internship, so it doesn't seem like I'm just trying to stay in the city JUST to have entertainment. I want this summer to actually HELP me get somewhere later in life and I can tell that's probably the only way Mom will feel a little better with me leaving. I know I won't be spending my whole summer in the city...on weekends I'll be going to the NJ shore and hopefully my mom will decided to just take sometime off to come down to the shore as well. God, if she could just live closer to the city... Greene sucks ass and I just don't understand why she and Dad are still living here in this hell hole. The more I think about how sad my mom is that I'm not staying the summer, the sadder it makes me. I mean I can't help it that the city offers so much for me. The only thing that ties me to Greene is the few people I care about here besides my rents. Sooner or later they'll all move on just as I'm trying to do. That's how life works.
I look at my brother and his finance, Jessica and... Jessica and him live close to Jessica's rents...there is no way on God's green Earth that I'm moving closer to my rents when I'm my bro's age because Binghamton is a decaying shit hole. Thank You Hilary Clinton for strangling Binghamton to the point of death. I mean without BU there would be NOTHING. Thanks again Hilary Clinton for making Binghamton an even bigger shit hole that's relying on college students to save the city. Oh! Not to mention the hundreds of poor fuckers that came up from the city. I feel sooo much safer now too with the rise of crime. I just LOVE how Hilary Clinton did nothing and Upstate NY as a whole lost 30,000 jobs when she promised that she would get us a LOT more jobs...Thanks again Hilary Clinton ... that was sarcasm bitches.

Sorry, I just hate upstate NY. It's a boring hell hole with barely any jobs to be found beyond the many mall stores and food joints. I have too much pride to work in such places. I don't like to serve customers or sell crap because beyond the pride...I'm too introverted when it comes to strangers to be of any help to anyone.

So yeah...I'm happy that I'm going back to the city for the summer and this year I'm just going to live it up. On the plus side I won't have to pack the car when I move from my summer housing room back to my room on the 14th floor in the same building. I like the idea of an easy move. :B

That's all I got...Ciao!
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